Seeing Chris with someone else sucks. Just sucks. But he's still kind of stringing me along. Wanting to kiss, cuddle, have sex.. What's wrong with him? He tells me he isn't having sex with Caitlin and that makes me think that is the only reason why he's keeping me around. He certainly doesn't respect me.. I don't know why I let him treat me this why. I don't love him like I did. I know I love him. But not like before. I'm not IN love with him. I do miss him. And what we had. I don't know if I should let go. I'm really confused. I know he is too. He told me he still loves me and doesn't want to see me with anyone else but he likes someone and wants to see how that goes.. I can't be his second choice when he is my first. What should I do?