I'm just tired

We don't talk, we don't hug, we don't kiss, we don't spend as much time together, we don't have sex. Nothing. Everything is falling apart. I know I can't blame this all on you or all on myself but it's easiest to blame your problems on someone. It makes you feel better. I know we don't have the relationship we used to, and I don't know why. I can't explain it. It doesn't seem like anything major thing happened.. But something did. We drifted, you changed, I changed, things changed. I don't know. All I know now is that nothing is the same. I miss us. What we used to be. How all we had was each other and we never needed anything else. I don't know why this has happened but if I could take this horrible mishap away and change it I would. Love is a crazy thing. No one knows why it happens, it just does. I think that it is something we both shared with each other but lost. I wouldn't wish how I feel on my worst enemy. To love someone and loose their love is like being stabbed 8 million times in the back. It stinks. I feel like I don't know you, or us, or what we are now. We used to be happiest couple around. Now we are just a mere figment of my imagination. There are so many things I wish I could do to fix this. But I can't seem to figure it out. And I'm tired of feeling this way. I'm not even upset, hurt or angry anymore. I'm just tired. I'm tired of putting in more effort that I receive. I'm tired of holding on to nothing. I'm tired of all of your lies. I'm tired of you hiding things. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my hopes up just to be disappointed again.